大表姐詹妮弗·劳伦斯对话维奥拉·戴维斯(25)

And I wanna know how much of the business has infiltrated your love of the work.
我想知道你对工作的热爱在多大程度上受到商业的影响。
- When I was really at the height, you know now what is it? Like, almost 10 years ago, like eight years ago when "Hunger Games" was out and I couldn"t really be an observer of life because everybody was observing me.
当我真正处于巅峰的时候，你知道现在是什么吗？大概 10 年前，8 年前《饥饿游戏》上映的时候，我无法真正成为生活的观察者，因为每个人都在观察我。
- Yes.
是的。
- And I could feel my craft suffering.
我能感觉到我面临表演上的挣扎。
I could feel my antenna for the business side suffering.
我能感觉到我对商业方面的看法受到了影响。
And I didn"t know how to fix it.
我不知道该怎么补救。
I think I was scrambling trying to fix it by saying yes to this movie and then trying to counteract it with that movie and then not realizing that what I had to do was no movies until something spoke to me.
我想我是在手忙脚乱地试图通过答应拍这部电影来补救，然后又试图用那部电影来抵消它，然后我没有意识到我必须做的是不去拍电影，直到有什么事物能与我对话。
And I took years away, I read "Causeway" and I had no confidence in myself at this point.