“读懂中国”主题演讲|马布里：从NBA到CBA，中国文化哲学如何影响了我(8)

Being in that headspace forced me to ask myself, “What’s wrong with me? Am I really what they say about me, a lone Wolf?” Was I born this way difficult and hard to get along with others, including my teammates?
我首先要声明，我并不完美，我也会犯错误，但我也要为自己的行为负责，说实话我相信人的一生中至少要犯过一次错误，至少后过一次悔，人生才是完整和丰富的。尽管如此我还是不相信自己是一匹独狼，一个自私的球员，我是一个领导者没错，但说我是一个只考虑自己的人那可错了，如果你对狼有所了解，你就会知道它们很好斗，这些生物不会轻易害怕，也不会在遇到麻烦或危险时退缩，狼是群居动物，它们一起生活，这种凶猛的动物能应对各种情况。和狼相比，我认为我的领导能力一度在沉睡、在冬眠，因为我唯一的追求就是胜利，我性格中负责任的那部分，只是在等待合适的时机发挥作用，不幸的是我没能在NBA赢得总冠军，我最后一次为美国职业联盟效力是在2009年，那时我与NBA的关系已经恶化，我们已经做出了改善。
Let me be the first to say, “I am not perfect.” I have made mistakes, but I have also taken responsibility for my actions. Honestly, I believe you have not lived a full and rich life unless you have made a mistake and have at least one regret. Still, I did not buy into that narrative that I was a lone wolf, a selfish player. A leader, yes, but someone who thinks only of himself, no. If you know anything about wolves, you know they are aggressive. These creatures do not scare easily nor do they flinch at the site of trouble or danger. Wolves are part of a pack, they live and stay together and each one of these fierce species can rise to any occasion.